I miss my heart...
my old heart...
that once was quite 'white'...
but somehow...
now,
it turns dark
too dark that i cannot see anything inside it...
too dark that i cannot sense anything from it...
too dark that i cannot feel whether it still alive...
Oh Allah...
help me...
guide me...
make me stronger in searching back my heart...
heart that seek You all the time...
heart that miss You all the time...
heart that love you all the time...
if I cannot repair this heart,
help me,
change this heart with a new one...
so that i can start learning to love You back....
like before...
Ameen...
I need to repair my heart
